Enough is enough!!!

We are approaching the festive season which I admit is my favourite time of the year but I have found that my diary seems to be once again filled with doctor’s appointments, physio appointments and not to mention my impending surgery hanging over my head and to be honest I’m feeling overwhelmed and slightly bummed that I’m not embracing the whole Christmas cheer, so I’ve decided that all appointments are to be cancelled/rescheduled until the new year with the exception of one appointment with my Neurologist.  Other than experience more pain than usual at the moment there does seem to be some order in the madness of my life and rescheduling appointments allows me to enjoy this new found calmness that has come over me.

Not been able to see any extended family for Christmas this year has left me feeling a bit home sick for my parents who have also had their fair share of medical things to attend to, but this was something that I knew I would have to deal with when we moved interstate, but the more I think about it I realise that it has been over 12 months since I have seen my family which is crazy as we live interstate not overseas, but again health has been the main reason for not getting my ass over the other side of the border, so this needs to be rectified and early 2017 I will have to get back to NSW and get my family fix.

I have started my reflection early and I’m hoping that 2017 treats me better than 2016 but as usual I’m trying to look at things from a positive light and know that I have grown/changed as a person for everything I have gone through but “ENOUGH ALREADY”!

So for the next 4 weeks I will be soaking up all things Christmassy – Christmas Crowds, Christmas Shopping, Christmas Songs and Christmas Movies and I make no apologies for it 💜